I don’t know

I do not know who going through a more difficult time… me or my friend (the one I blogged about). Maybe I am not the only one who is feeling cold inside of late. Maybe we both are… What I do know is she is colder to me now, and I am struggling at keeping my word and being a friend. I not told her just how I am right now, nor do I want to tell her. I do not feel I need to share this with her, because she has enough and it not for her to carry. But I think (and I may be wrong) that we both at a point where the delicate fabric of all that been crafted in the past of our friendship might just break down and crumble away forever. What would happen when this occurs…. I do not know… it could be the end. Although I could be wrong and reading a lot more into this and just reflecting my own mind unto things.