Alone
The sun is shinning outside,
My windows are closed,
Dark drapes cover the portal,
As I hide inside.
Is it mere physical light,
From which I hide?
Or something more sadder,
Deep inside.
Purple and deep dark blue,
Fills the screen I view,
I type away all day,
As life goes on its way.
Why do I do this?
I do not know,
There is no love here,
Nothing to show.
No friends come by,
No love finds me,
As I live deep inside,
The walls I show.
I want to break out,
I want to go,
But I do not know,
What to do.
I live for the night,
In the absence of light,
For the beep of ICQ,
And the friends I chat to.
No one, touches me,
And I cry inside,
I cannot let anyone know,
How I hurt to even try.
Ihs, are you there?
Ihs, do you care?
Ihs, I call to you.
Ihs, are you dead too?