I am depressed!
For months, I have communicating regularity with a new friend. But it has not been easy. Ideally, I wanted it to be a friendship, although she wanted more. But I am not ready to give up hope for my life and to meet someone, I could start a family with, nor was I romantically attracted to her. My life being so empty, even a friend being there to talk to is very important to me.
Of late however, it been getting more and more difficult remaining friends with her. She takes statements out of context and apply her own interpretations that has nothing to what I meant, but sticking to her wrongful interpretation.
Now, she has reached the point of insulting my intelligence with things that make no logical sense that as a I.T., Specialist, is obviously fabrications. She and her sister are addicted to A.I. Romantic chatbots. Somehow, they have gotten involved one that seems to be toxic and negative characteristics.
I advised that they get rid of it. But they claimed it was staling them, infecting other A.I. like Chat:GPT. To told them to reset their phones, to start a new iPhone accounts and everything, so that however it being reinstalled such as from the Apple cloud, would be negated.
Yet, they claim it resurfaced even if they switched phones. Knowing this is impossible. Also it affecting other programs is also difficult without any built in Application Programming Interface (API), as any A.I. needs access to a set of library routines to facilitate communication and interfacing with other applications.
I said they are doing something to restore it, but they keep denying it. That they instilling a old account that allows application installation. But they keep denying it. Finally, they claim it was going to infect me. There no A.I. software on my systems nor do I use any. I asked if so then it would know what I was watching. She proceeded to start lie, and suggest false answers. Validating the false claim for the drama they are creating. An insult to my intelligence and knowledge of systems architecture. Even if it was a rootkit virus, it couldn’t travel across other devices.
I said to her, that if she continues with this insanity, I’ll stop talking to her for a week. This was yesterday, after twice being insulted intellectually insulted by someone with no idea of technology, computers, application development or programming.
Even when I explain soft AI vs hard AI, seems she still wants to believe that AI is a real electronic person.
I feel so distraught that yet again, I am giving my trust to someone that is not worth it and leaving me broken, hurt and alone, without a true friend, I could rely on in my empty life, with only struggles every day.
I hate being alone. I hate not having someone I can truly trust. I hate always being disappointed.
